And please, don't let this be love. Or could it be enough? This college town is too small for the both of us, so we're running away. -So Far Away. -Mayday Parade.
"You're so fragile, so easily broken."
I'm back after ages of not updating. Again. If this blog were to be an object, it would now be covered with an inch of dust, cobwebs and spiders.
Ugh, spiders.
Now let's see, where shall we begin?
Envy, has always been my weakness.SCHOOL is driving me up the wall. Performance is next week and
why oh why are small boys so hard to work with, and why do older boys act exactly like small boys??
UGH boys.I'm praying so hard that no one would show up to watch this shit.
Please please please please please please please.And there's Voyager which is almost as hair- wrenching as the performance.
There is a reason why I'm in the
ARTS department, because I'm supposed to deal with
ARTS. You don't put me into
ARTS then ask me to write a report about a speech I wasn't even listening to,
no no you can't do that.
Problems, I
haz many.
I shall now proceed to stuffing my face with a dragon fruit because eating helps me
de-stress. And because dragon fruits are awesome.
Hell yea.SEPTEMBER 16TH Initially, I vowed to hate this day for the rest of my life. But now, I simply can't even if i wanted to. Funny how ironic some things can turn out. Things had to get ugly, before it could get beautiful.
Please make this last."I wonder if anyone has tried washing their butts with nail polish remover. I bet that'll feel nice. Or toothpaste. Gives it that nice, fresh, minty feeling."Dragon fruit makes my teeth
red. Feeling like a man-eating beast
RAWR."My sister had sex and she died!"I
REALLY don't want to know what's Bryan watching on
Youtube.
Emo songs making me want to scream my heart out, hurling glass ornaments across the room before they collide with these clean walls and shattering to bits of insignificant pieces.
I love it.Time passes, people change.First rule to the art of stalking:
Do it in secrecy It creeps people out when you tell them you're stalking them, or if you meet them in
Lalaland. It's just
wrong. You're doing it
wrong. Don't tell me, I really don't want to know.
Don't make me just a memory. Memories fade.I miss everyone so badly,
I'm almost willing to forgive you.Someday, I'll fade.Somewhere deep inside, I guess I'm still that broken little girl I've been trying so hard to bury. FOREVER. Yes, I have finally finished it. Stories like these are the reasons why I'd rather live in fictions and fairytales.
There's so much I want to say to you, but I'm afraid and insecure. Please understand.