"Will never happen."
I'm back after ages of not updating :)
It's surprising how much has changed given this short period of time. Sometimes, I'm glad for these changes. Others, I wish we could rewind.
Yes, I do admit, I'm afraid of change. But then again, it is the essence of life.
TIME.
Is always a problem. If only we didn't need to sleep, then time might just be enough. Plus now with my car gone, things are much more difficult now that I have to depend on mum for transport. Guess I'll have to travel by foot sometimes. Mum doesn't have to know. If only time could freeze, just for a moment, I would be able to breathe.
UNSPOKEN.
Back when one look says it better than a thousand words. I miss you guys.
FACES.
Tired of all these stories going around and the blame game going on. Short hair does not make someone a lesbian or a tomboy, people please. What does it take for you to have more sense? Tsk, boys gossip worst than girls. I'm just going to stop caring about this matter, it's wasting my time and energy.
BEAT.
Something I don't quite understand. Indeed it is going to be tough, but I don't mind the waiting. But then I realize it will never happen and I should wake up from my delusions. I feel like a fool and I know I should stop but deep down, I know I'm unable to let go.
DISTANCE.
Is what I'm going to keep. Because there's someone else and I believe everyone has the right to choose no matter how much it'll hurt. Sometimes, sometimes, I wish I was more superficial.
STRENGTH.
Is what I need. Dear God, give me strength.
All I ask for are possibilities.
